been awhile… May 23, 2008

Its been awhile but I thought I would post a little update on my life.  At the moment I am attempting to move to Nashville for the summer, so if anyone  knows of a job there give me a shout out   Things have been crazy lately but that is my fault so hopefully this weekend I will have a little down time when I can just get lost in the Word! 

When I woke up this morning I saw the news about Steven Curtis Chapman’s daughter who was killed last night and my heart broke.  It made me stop and just remember how precious life is and how grateful I am to be so blessed in mine!  So to you I say appreciate your life and everything in it every day not just when something so tragic (sp?) happens.

Love and sweet dreams!

uncertainty… May 2, 2008

I have been struggling a lot with uncertainty.  I like to have a plan and know exactly how things are going to happen and what occurs at each step.  Lately I feel like my life is completely uncertain, I don’t have anything figured out and to be totally honest I am completely freaked out by it.  Every plan I have tried to make has fallen apart in one way or another.  I found myself getting really frustrated with God about it.  However today I read this by Oswald Chambers “Certainty is the mark of the commonsense life- gracious uncertainty is the mark of the spiritual life.”  So I am turning over a new leaf and striving to be content in my uncertainty because all I need to be certain about is God.